HELIOSPOLIS

CLOSED.

2007-09-08T22:07:00.001+08:00

Bye bye!

Last post.

Closed.

Really O_o?

2007-08-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

Really ar?

Did I changed a lot = =?

When it comes to changes, it either good or bad, I suppose its the latter for me... ah well~

Changes are unavoidable in life i guess. The main point is whether is it a good one or bad one. I think drastic changes are the ones that can give people heart attk. wahahahaha..

I noe i had changed but I dunnoe whether is it a lot... I noe some part of me are like rotting (picking up smoking and such) but least my core principles are still with me, at least i feel that they are still with me~

guys! did i really changed a lot D: ?!

Knowing Zh, MAYBE, he will post something sarcastic in return XD~ ah well.

This world is beautiful IF you minus away the humans living on it, minus the air pollution, minus all Pollutions bah (easier), minus everything else on it! XD ~

from 12 august 2007 onwards!
NO MORE ONLINE GAMES! (not totally XD cause i noe i will hand itchy go play one)
NO MORE INDECISIVE ME! NO MORE ~~~!!! NO MOREEEEEE~~~
-echoes away-

Lets go Sentosa!!~ Swimming~! overnite mahjong! I shall stay away from liqour!

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

iFeel

2007-08-05T13:59:00.001+08:00

I feel like closing this blog and open a new one juz to cater works of mine or maybe occasionally a couple of photos of special events in life~

Lets wait for the hols and we shall see~!

Nostalgic

2007-07-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

It has been about 6 or 7 months since I last hold a Cig. ->Nicotine deprived<-

lol~ Kinda missed it =X
->Swear that Jean/Jo/Xy/Zh will throw $%^*&^)()* at me and scold and nag and.. and... and I dunnoe... <-

I read my old blog and some of my past posts. I wasn't so Emo in the past leh, I even detested EMOs before, don't know what the fuck happened sia D: !?!

I hate being Emo and i'm trying hard to be NOT emo. Ah well, but I guess the efforts are in vain~ ->I shall cut my hair soon(mental note)<---

I still hear people addressing me as Mr.Emo or even worse -_-, Mr.Despair. ZzZ

and SO, I emo-ed for this year and last year.

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, NO MORE EMO! >=O!

so, please do me a favour by not addressing me mr. emo or mr. despair.

i know i have problem socializing for

1) I don't like to talk much.
2)I cannot maintain eye contact.
3)I feel uncomfortable >_<
4)I dunoe. (I don't trust ppl.)

maybe i shld try and "stare" at ppl when i talk to them, thus, the eye contact. I will stare hard >=O! <----Crap./Random.~

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Feeling excited and tired! The feeling of deadlines approaching is so freaking exciting! and the fact that im not done with my assignments is even more exciting! =D! love the feeling. slpless nite. hehehehehheheeheh :D

a beer or two with cig would feel ahhhh~~~ so contaminated yet so enjoyable :D~

Laughing Out Loud.

2007-07-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

It is painful, if that's what it is supposed to be called.

However, since it's not the first time that i am experiencing it, i thout it would hurt less.

Hella wrong.

Here i am, facing the fucked-up history repeating itself, the only difference is the cast involved. Guess the hunch during the hols after "O"s that Poly life gonna suck big time is right.

hahaha. ah well...

"wad to do? " i asked myself.

"I dunnoe."

Stabbed twice and still living, thats a miracle~ 8D!

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I drew the scary version of the devil alrdy! but lazy scan in, next time then scan in. Need some help with the drawing of girl's hair = =" those chibi or rather cartoon sort.

<- fires signal to ANGELA!->

To Angela: HOW TO DRAWWWWW?!?!?!!? DDDD:!

i draw until pechek.
P.S. Not the kind of hair, your ID/logo has!

Gonna work on a series of Em0s character design X3! the "Different" series! <- applies only when I'm free~->

Hmm, we gt a devil, next, maybe an angel with a blue halo.
Siren with one devil wing ear and the other, an angel wing, supposedly two angel wings.

Hmmmm.... need more ideals! trying to keep the characters within the mystical creatures range.

>_< !!! HMMMMMM...

-Mermaids? diff tail? i dunoe. trying to keep to the face nia :/
-Minotaurs? NO NOSE RING! XD!
-Medusa? =.=" Replace those snakes with... erm... bunnies? >_>?
-Pegasus! hmmm... no idea how to alter to make it different.
-MICKEY MOUSE! <--error in thinking process~->

AH WELL! SEE HOW BAH.

-random-
4 projects in one week~ hiong ar! wahahahah!!!!

-random-
remembered something.

"Life is like an ASS .............. Give it to Haku~ "

-ROFLs at that quote above-
->hahahahahhaahahah gt pun one. who would wan ass? XD

WEEEE~ HAPPY NEW YEAR AND OYASUMI! IM SO DEAD!!! =D

The Devil.

2007-07-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

The name is Lufred , a devil.

Every Devil borne would have a full symbol on their forehead but not Lufred.

Being isolated since young due to the fact that he is different had made him a little more fragile, a little more emotional, a little more dramatic and a little more solitude.

He never like to take his role as a devil but he has to. He has no choice.

He did tried to end his life, by breaking those horns off, of course, it had failed miserably thus, leaving those awful marks behind.

Then again, never occur his wrath for that's when his symbol fully surfaces and you would not want to see how he look like when he is in his full-fledge demon form. Or maybe you would not live for more than 6 seconds to see his full-fledge demon form.

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Some artwork i did for fun. The writeup above took me quite awhile
~_~ my language suxxorz!

I think that Lufred is such a #@#%^@#$ name... any better suggestion for this devil's name?

~~~~

2007-07-05T15:12:00.000+08:00

~~~~

LA.

2007-07-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

Random drawing! Tools: Charcoal and eraser~

BAH....

I like this game:

BUT! recently it's lag hell in there. like goddamn server upgrade!!RAWR!!!

and so, i went to play this instead... until things gets better~

I wanna watch Transformers~

Burnt.

2007-06-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

//:: no full-view :/ ah well.

Well, today is kinda ERRRR. Yup, ERRRRR.

Being tall sucks.

Especially when you're in the mrt and some shortie auntie will carry bulky items and enters the train, standing in front of you.

During peak hours, the train will be fucking pack, like a can of sardines and unfortunately, that auntie has to stand in front of me. Her head is almost at my chin btw.

And so the climax. She machiam go adjust her bra and me being so suay, was looking down and saw half of everything. Luckily not the whole thing. She wore some low cut shirt or something. those V-shaped one lah.

I looked up and looked else where immediately.It was like a "ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... " situation.

It's some shortie auntie can! IF it's some chiobu i dun mind =D, that would be eye candy XD BUT it's a shortie auntie with tattoo-ed eyebrows and flamboyant jeweleries hanging on her arms and ears like some christmas tree can?!

MY EYES!!! THEY CAUGHT FIRE ON SIGHT AND BURNT. ERRRRRR....

ah well, I think i'm tramautised.

btw, apologies for not updating about the production 1 for i have yet receive the photos YET.

OVER.

2007-06-18T07:19:00.000+08:00

WOOT! the threee days filmming is OVER! !

Thanks allah, jesus,buddha,guanyin, etc,etc those billions and millions of "fictional gods" who cramped up living in sky. They have HDB flats up there too! else how to accommodate?

WAhAHAHAHAHAHAH~ =D

Feeling: Happy =D

Next post gonna post about our filmming dazes XD lemme get all the photos first lol...

WAHAHHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

2007-06-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

My head just blew.

Going crazy. currently pulling my hair off.

LAUGHING THIS SECOND AND FROWNING THE NEXT.

GWWAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA...BOO.

Next time, i don't wana be Producer of any film production ANYMORE.

I JUST FEEEL SSSSSOOOO BIIIISSSSSHHHKAAAAABBBOOOOOOOMMMM~~~~@#$%@#$%~

Last entry before three days(everyday 8am) intensive shooting which gonna cost my life, my patience, my head, my virginity( i dunnoe why, but it's here...), my eyes, my ears,my mouth, my saliva, my blood pressure, my ass, my ****, my stomach, my legs, my hands, my fingers, my toes, my lips, my eyebrows, my eyelids, my nose, my nose hairs, my leg hairs, my armpit hairs, my arm hairs, my pubic hairs, my hair, my blood, my veins, my muscle, my booo my boo~ (this Usher's song feat beyonce is nice~)

LOCATIONS ARE LIKE EVERYWHERE AND BLARDY EQ SO HEAVY FOR WAD?! KNS. WHERE'S DORAEMON WHEN WE NEED U?! GET YA POCKET HERE -_-!

WHahURBHJFLBAHAHAHHAHAHAH

sigh.

My head.

2007-06-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

took me quite a while, but it's done~ named it explosion for currently....

my head feels like exploding!!!!!111

Dun feel like elaborating, so ciao.

Game.

2007-06-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

What would you do if you really dislike a game that you're playing?

1. Stop playing it, in other words, quit it.
2.Continue and see whats the ending of the game. (stupid)
3.other possible answers (currently brain-deadedededed, dun feel like thinking)

now...

If you dislike ya life that you're living, what would you do?

1. End it.
2. Continue and suffer. (stupid)
3.other possible answers (currently brain-deadedededed, dun feel like thinking)

I am beginning to hate this game call "Life". Mostly likely i gonna be stupid for i cant really end it now... sigh.

Btw, the above only applies to those who dislike a game or life, if you are so happen to be offended cause u will choose 2, PLEASE take note that it only applies to those who dislike their life. SO, if you do not really don't like your life/game and u choose to continue and suffer, you're not stupidd~

Yay-ness for you~

-pops campaign and splash it all over you-

campaign costs $100+ ? so all of you own me moneh~

-note from some stupid library loan machine: "Please kindly pay your outstanding fines"-

so sweet, isnt it? Even a machine is equipped with sarcasm.

Life is so goooood, my ass.

kier si.

2007-05-20T11:43:00.000+08:00

got bored and so i drew...

looks weird eh... the mouth =.=

hmm...

wahahahaha... lalalala....hasjhfaenria s...

ki diang lo~ wohoo~ lululululu~

Q&A

2007-05-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

There are things that i wanna say but i cant say.
There are things that i wanna do but i cant do.
There are things that i long to have but they will never be.

I did something i can do which is to ask myself,

WHAT THE FUCK AM I LIVING ON THIS DAMN WORLD. -_-

ERH?

2007-05-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

Blogger is so screwed = =" im seeing vertical things lying everywhere -...-

anyway, i feel that maybe this blog will enter power-saving mode...

There's lots to let out but knowing that it can't be said or in blogging wise, typed out, I dun see a point of keeping this blog where its purpose is to let it's owner type whatever they wan to... so yeah, this blog is going to slp pretty soon..

I need to develop my portfolio D: and my polar!!! >_< !

Horses, meh!

2007-05-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

It's 2.08am on my comp's clock right now... and the skeleton is no where near completion - -

so much more.... ARGH!

btw, my art teacher went "Horses, meh!" this morning which practically made everyone explodes into their "HUH!??" state XD

Lost control.

2007-04-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

Things i had accomplished today: Zero.

I woke up at 8am and started watching Mai Otome till 2pm and the hell, the last episode is not available -__-

Ah well.

Thout it would be work time but I only managed to type a little bit more for my narrative and then I FELL ASLEEP?!

I couldn't focus at all today!! the HELL!!l =_="
I feel really restless today, i dunnoe why... sigh... Issac taught us a couple of researching techniques eh...the what,how and why flow of asking things, so today i asked myself the couple of questions when i asked myself some time ago or quite a long time ago...

What's my purpose in life? What's my future gonna be like?

How come roses have thorns? =X -emo-

ultimately, why am i borned in this fucked up world?

lol, these few questions can nver be answered eh...
PS. dun get too worried over me ;p normal lvl of emoness still. lalala~

I thought that humans are really sad... they grow up studying like shit, then work like shit and then gets bury under the earth... Thinking of which, it's like humans are just like tools...

Yes, people might be aware of this fact but how can they just let things go on in this cycle... this vicious cycle... maybe there's nothing we can do about it... that's why...

I really hate the person who invented money -_-

The moment that i like most... it would be the time when I was asleep.
To be able to be freed from this mundane world and spared from all those craps.
When I fall aslp, I don't dream... It's just perfect darkness and silence, it's smoothing... I never felt so relaxed in my entire life ever. But the hell, every morning the darn alarm will ring and there's goes... ah well..

Tutorial 2 awaits... and MRTL... and VPT... and lots more...

Emo + Random = Weirdo! lululu

Ice of reality.

2007-04-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Got tagged =_= so I guess I'll just do it. I just needa list six of them and supposed to pass to 6 other peeps but ah well, the laziness in me saved you guys from being listed XD

Idiosyncrasy

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id·i·o·syn·cra·sy
n. pl. id·i·o·syn·cra·sies
1. A structural or behavioral characteristic peculiar to an individual or group.
2. A physiological or temperamental peculiarity.
3. An unusual individual reaction to food or a drug.

Idiosyncrasy Number 1
I'm Emo.

Idiosyncrasy Number 2
I crave for human meat, sometimes. Beware (;

Idiosyncrasy Number 3
The smell of paint and tinner smells great.

Idiosyncrasy Number 4
I don't like to be surrounded by strangers, else i will suffocate.

Idiosyncrasy Number 5
I can tell what u're thinking/feeling thru ya eyes. Well, 99% right on target. (not super power like someone who claims so, but being observant) Expressions itself speaks a lot more than words.

Idiosyncrasy Number 6
I somehow like adult films more then PG or G or NC16 films. Think shooting style nicer.

Idiosyncrasy Number 7
I don't watch much TV. not weird meh? I dunnoe =/

Idiosyncrasy Number 8
IF i watch TV, i will have the tendency to analyse the show thats being broadcast.

Idiosyncrasy Number 9
If i hate someone, i really hate them for eternittttyyy~ *echoes* Well, i hardly change my personal view on something.

Idiosyncrasy Number 10
I wrote more than the required! OMG! blah, well, i've planned to do so anyway. =P

and the list goes on//

Well, thats all for the tag thing.

I emo-ed today. lol.

Adeline and Farhana got freaked out this morning when i stepped into the class. My bad~ Well, I watched fate/stay night and i emo-ed. It knocked some sense into me and thus, the emo-ness.

I just deleted a paragraph of some stuffs i typed. ah well...

anyway, xy O_O! what happened to your blog!? your style suddenly changed like some storm machiam raided ya brain and took away your originality! And Zh! where are you!?! your blog like dead =_=!

My sec sch fren > My poly sch fren. It's a proven theory. Back to the pool of projects. but somehow, im slacking =_= " or at least i feel slacky if there's such a word =_=

Zuu

2007-04-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

Benefit of being a Art, design and media student : You got an excuse to go to the Zoo cause of projects :/ but on the brighter note, it's da holy ZOO!11!!

Yap went there to gather some photos of the polar bear; the animal i am suppose to work at for my projects. -_- Lots of mixed feelings after coming back from the zoo trip. Wahahhaha. That's all I gonna reveal.

I wonder if the world would be a better place with or without ...

Humans.

I hate humans.
I hate their shallow maturity.
I hate their attitude.
I hate their selfishness.
I hate them for their existence.
I hate that human who invented money.
I hate human bone structure (so hard to draw).
I hate human body also.
I hate... I hate...

I dunnoe.

Sien... back to projects! lululu.

N . A .

2007-04-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

Fourth day of school!!! And I'm so TIRED! GRRR. Ah well, anyway, I think I am adapting pretty well...just dead tired. BUT one thing that really make me so stressed out is the tons of assignments!

They actually released the assignment(S), note the "s", even before school officially opens! =( "So dead!!! -jumps off- XD!"

Ah well, hope i can cope with all these workloads >_> oh ya, the only thing that ease the pain of doing these assignments is that I get to go to the ZOO! WAHAHAHAH, been a really long time since i've been there but this time round need go there and observe the animal that I am suppose to model in 3D and draw them and take photographs of them and maybe a video of them ignoring you. -_-

Recently watched a R21 movie XD on Youtube called "Eternal Summer" . It has won tons of awards but one thing about it which makes it R21 is that it involved gay theme and some sexual scenes. The director really got some really nice shots in there and the editing of the movie is really clean! The female lead's acting skills is really nice, reminds me of shu qi, first of all, it's pitch silent, only ambience sound in da movie then she gt some expressionless face and suddenly one drop of tear rolled down her cheeks, so cool =D! (ya lah, drama -..-)

<<< ETERNAL SUMMER
Rating: R21

Consumer Advice: Mature Theme
Language: Mandarin with Chinese and English subtitles
Genre: Youth / Gay /Drama

Director: Leste Chen
Cast: Bryant Chang, Joseph Chang, Kate Yueng

Awards and Nominations :
- New Currents Competition, 2006 Pusan International Film Festival
- Winds of Asia, 2006 Tokyo International Film Festival
- Opening, 2006 Hong Kong Lesbian & Gay Film Festival
- Official Selection, 2006 South Taiwan Film & Video Festival
- 2006 Golden Horse Awards Nomination (Four Nominations including Best Supporting Actor
– Joseph Chang, Best Newcomer
– Joseph Chang & Bryant Chang, Best Original Film Song)
- 2006 Golden Horse Awards Best Newcomer

– Bryant Chang Shane and Jonathan first meet at a seaside elementary school. Shane is a problem child whereas Jonathan is a star pupil. One day, the teacher sets up a game called “Little Guardian Angel” where good students are paired with bad students in order to reform them. What started off as an awkward friendship gradually evolves into forbidden love. Everything seems so natural until one lonely girl Carrie enters their lives. Against the backdrop of a devastating earthquake in Taiwan, the trio guards the secret until they revisit the seaside once more… >>>

I dun understand why ppl are avoiding this movie just because it's gay theme or rated R21 -__-" It's a great movie but i personally think that the ending SUCKS. Maybe it's because i dont understand it but i like the shooting style, the cutting of scenes and such are really nice but one thing i've noticed is that the director din give any headroom for the actors, I wonder if it's delibrate...

Ah well, one movie down the next one - Nightmare Detective. Actually I wanna watch this in the cinema when it's in Sg , but the gore and such made it M18, fuck -_-

<<< Nightmare Detective
Rating: M18

Consumer Advice: Violence and gore
Language: Japanese Genre:Thriller

Director: Shinya Tsukamoto
Cast: Ryuheu Matsuda, Hitomi, Masanobu Ando, Ren Osugi, Yoshio Harada, Shinya Tsukamoto

Website: http://www.festivefilms.com/nightmare

A Japanese detective investigates two mysterious suicides, somehow connected as the two victims dialed "0" on their mobiles moments before their death. The detective comes to learn of a man who has the supposed ability to manipulate people's dreams, and if the case is going to be solved, the detective succumbs to the realization that she must dial the mysterious "0" herself ... >>>

watched the preview, it's not bad =D

....

Grrr, why im not 18?! (YET!) -__- No, it should be WHY RATED M18 ?! ZZZZ. Like children will go watch this kind movie like that -___-" think they will wanna catch some animated cartoon penguins movie like this one :

<<< surf's up
Rating: TBA
Language: English

Genre: Animation / Action / Comedy / Family
Director: Ash Brannon, Chris Buck
Cast (Voice) : Dana Belben, Brian Benben, Jeff Bridges, Mario Cantone, Zooey Deschanel

An animated feature that goes behind the scenes of the high-octane world of competitive penguin surfing. The film profiles Cody Maverick , an up-and-coming surfer as he enters his first pro competition. Inspired by his hero, a legendary wave rider named Big Z, Cody leaves his family and his town of Shiverpool, Antarctica to travel to Pen-Gu Island for the Big Z Memorial Day Surf Contest. Cody believes that fame and fortune will bring him the admiration and respect he lacks. But when he unexpectedly comes face to face with a washed up old surfer named the Geek, Cody begins to understand that the greatest champion isn’t always the one who comes in first.>>>

So, we got another penguin moovie after "Happy Feet" . Jeb and I were saying maybe there be another movie about penguin trying hard to FLY since we've got penguins dancing (Happy Feet)and surfing (the above) already. -___-"

Oh ya, watched 300 in italian -_- it's really spastic. It's an okay movie for me, the gore and such are so funny XD!

oh one last thing which make me believed that the ratings for movies are so screw is this:

<<<VILLAGE PEOPLE RADIO SHOW

Rating: NC16
Consumer Advice: Content Not Suitable For Children
Genre: Documentary
Director: Amir Muhammad

In the propaganda war against the Communist Party of Malaya (CPM), much was made of the fact that the party comprised ethnic Chinese who adopted an atheistic political philosophy. This tactic proved effective as the country was mainly Malay and Muslim. However, a large and influential division of the CPM comprised Malay-Muslims. This documentary is a portrait of life in a tranquil South Thailand village, complete with mosque, where the retired members live in exile. Recollections of the decades-long guerrilla war are interspersed with a fictional Thai radio drama.>>>

NOTE: it's a documentary.

LOL! Like children(age 1 - 10, in my personal view, but nowadays, maybe age 1 -14 bah) will machiam go watch documentary in Cinema like that, even if they are loaded with money, i think they will go for something more entertaining like some penguins action XD!

ME ME ME!!!

2007-04-14T03:21:00.000+08:00

Got bored and so I tried this... anyhow choosed those maths questions cause it's 3am now, couldn't bother to go calculate~

Meh, holidays ending T_T ! Time to die, again!

... read below >_<

2007-04-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

I diagnosed to be down with Myocardial infarction which explains the chest pains and such >_>

It's heart attk. >_> Yup, i got that. and YAH, i gt high blood pressure >_>
Dunnoe how am I gonna die. ZZZ..

No more Laksa. like damn.....

RE:

HEYA guys, I'm feeling damn bad alrdy >_> and here's why, cause...

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!

yup, it's just a April Fool Day's joke =X
You may now take your cue to throw things at me or kill me alrdy >_>

Nope, I dun think I gt Myocardial infarction cause I haven go for my check up yet >_> but the chest pain and such part do happened to me and that's why I checked up some illness symptoms and such, reading up as much as i can, in hope to find out wads exactly wrong with me instead of seeing a doctor and the doctor tells me wad am I actually suffering from.

I am really, really sorry to make you guys worried about me SO MUCH >_>

So i will heed all of your advises and sleep early and such!!! ARGH~ I read xy's blog, tag , morning msn msg(when i woke up and checked the comp), kelly's and angela's tag I feel that Im an asshole for i had cheated all of your feelings >_> So i told myself that I better make this follow-up post ASAP >_>

Hmm.. guess imma Emo cause in my personal view, if i died, it means just die loh... no less, no gain...

However, I'm not selfish, I do think of the aftermath, like after I die, will you guys cry for me? I noe my mum gonna be damn sad, my sis and my dad also..hahah... ah well But even IF i do die someday sooner or later, I want you guys to be optimistic at least~ not worth crying over spilled milk! but if you all cant control, just cry it out LOUD lah! It feels better.

It still kinda scarred me that my grandfather died and left my family when I was P5. He died due to some blood circulation prob. similar to stroke and yah, my family got this history of stroke, heart attk and blah. I missed those days when he will bought back durians (he did not buy them! He actually picked them in some forest place, no one noes where though) and then me and my cousins will just sit in the kitchen awaiting for him to open up the durians then start eating! We talk, learnt how to open durians and such in the kitchen while my mum and my aunts will be nagging us ,kids, to drink salt water or more water after those durians. Or else fever or some stupidest illness will come after you! I missed those days so much.
Ah well, the past's past! Needa move on with life as usual. Once again, Im really sry !! Really don't mean to cheat all of your feelings... haha. My bad XD!

Tell me.

2007-03-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Yes, I had smoked before. Can't believed your eyes? too surprising? ZzzZ.

But most importantly, I had quitted alrdy. SO wads the big problem here? Well, there are just some people who like to dig up past issue of me smoking and using it against me. Be it a joke or wadsoever, I treated them lightly in the beginning but don't push me to the limit. I've been controlling my anger ALRIGHT!

I dun mind saying sorry to others but I do mind about ppl asking me to forgive them. Besides, i dun forgive myself much if I ever did wrong. Like Zh said, im a bull. Stubborn in other words.
Usually, I will keep my cool and would show that I hate it that way. If you still continue to annoy me that way(at ya own risk), when I explodes, good luck. I dunnoe when I will be forgiving you.

Yes, I do find it quit annoying when zh said something about me smoking and such or maybe it's me being paranoid. When zh gave me that smoking is bad for health keychain, i treat it as an insult more than a gift. But I noe u meant good and you really gt no idea wad to get for me and it's quite a blow on you that I smoke? hahah.
5 years of frenship and then suddenly ya fren like went stray~ BUT still, don't dig up issue of me smoking and suan me and such. I a bit buay tahan alrdy.

There's one more person who keep on digging up issue of me smoking, I exploded. End of story.

Tell me. Should one who has been jailed and out, to be deemed as a badie for the rest of his/her life even though he/she alrdy decided to turn over a new leaf? How about a ex-smoker who alrdy has CONFIRM quitted smoking? Like the hell, go figure. ZZZZ!

It's in my mindset that as friends, we accept each other regardless of their past and wad matters most is the present. If you can't accept, then might as well don't be friends. Spare the pain/agony/blah blah CRAP, alright. ZZZZ.

HELL.

Thnks fr th sng.

2007-03-30T16:28:00.000+08:00

Here's the lyrics:

Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

I’m gonna make it bend and break.
Say a prayer, and let the good times roll
In case god doesn’t show, (let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right,
But it’s the wrong that make the words come to life

Who does he think he is?
Is that the worst you’ve got?
But it puts your fingers back to the key

One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren’t so great,
It tastes like you only sweeter.
One night, yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Thanks for the memories,
It-It tastes like you only sweeter
Oh

I’m looking forward to the future,
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball,
It’s always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand, One night stand

One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren’t so great,
He tastes like you only sweeter.
One night, yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Thanks for the memories,
She-He tastes like you only sweeter
Oh

They say you only think,
In the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms,
Collecting paychecks all over
Get me out of my mind,
Get you out of those clothes
I’m a liner away
Forgetting you into moon

One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren’t so great,
He tastes like you only sweeter.
One night, yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Thanks for the memories,
She-He tastes like you only sweeter
Oh

One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren’t so great,
He tastes like you only sweeter.
One night, yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories,
Thanks for the memories,
She-He tastes like you only sweeter
Oh

Quizo.

2007-03-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

◎Your life is represented by the wild orchid. Unlike an orchid in a greenhouse, you have to face the difficulties of nature. You are more fragile than you thought. You like courteous, polite people and you like to live a secure and stable life instead of taking adventures.◎

Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the orchid.

The orchid is noble, yet delicate and not easy to take care, and better grown in the greenhouse. Therefore, you like a stable life and prefer not to take risks. You will enjoy a luxurious quality of life if you are born into a rich family. Even if you are not born into a rich family, you tend to weigh more on the quality of life. You are always the elegant, center of focus and catch the attention of others. You are more very sensitive and have high standards for your life, and also somewhat of a perfectionist. You are easily upset when others don't follow your ideas, and you don't like to apologize. Others may feel, however, you are not easy to get along because of your fickle characteristics.

People who are not as sensitive as you, cannot quite understand that you may have a tough attitude, but also a soft and gentle heart. You tend to respect and admire people with a strong sense of righteousness and justice. Your entire life is like an orchid, being pampered by others and sometimes creating a burden for others. The orchid also experiences the four season, and the approaching winter will be the biggest challenge for you.

>>>>.... Likes to be pampered? nah.

◎Health Analysis: The function of your respiratory system is weaker.◎

According to your destiny analysis, the function of your respiratory system is weaker, and you have had minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your respiratory system is needed, or it may lead to nasosinutisis, asthma, bronchopneumonia, bronchitis, intestines polyp and proctitis. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and smoking, maintain a stable, regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker respiratory system.

There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the spicy flavors in food like spicy hotpot and Sichuan dishes, which means your cells are filled with too much gold element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.

>>> LOL!

◎Health Analysis: Your liver and gall is weaker as well.◎

Your liver and gall is weaker as well, so you tend to tire easily and can't do labor-intensive jobs. You may have had irritability and acne when you were young. But over age 40, your liver and gall require additional care, or you may have problems such as cholesterol and triglyceride, abnormal liver, liver or gall deceases, or even suffer a delining immune system, which leads to failing eyesight. Therefore, it's very important for you to pay attention to your liver and gall and maintain a stable schedule for your life. Monitor your glycerin level, consume less alcohol, avoid fatigue, and most importantly, do not to stay up overnight.

According to your destiny analysis, you are a night owl as you seem to be more energetic and inspired at night, so you tend to sleep late and get up late. However, sleeping and waking up early is extremely helpful to your fate and destiny, even though it's not easy for you. You don't easily offend others as you don't like to be the one on top. You better stay away from alcohol if you want to change your fate and destiny, as it drains your energy quickly and negatively affects your fortune. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.

>>>LOLOLOL!!

◎There is a background difference between you and your love partner, so it's not easy for her to really understand you. The things you care about she might think totally unimportant and vice versa, so you tend disagree easily over small things.◎

In romance, according to our analysis, you are not easily attracted to anyone because you need to spend some time together before you can love someone. Generally speaking, you make a good first impression, especially you seem progressive and have outstanding ability. But after going out for a period of time, you transfer your passion to work, and your romance starts to cool down. You don't easily like a person at first sight, but more likely to love them after a period of time. Your romantic interest may easily like you at first sight, but may decide to leave you after a period of time because they do not want to be second priority in your life. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to conceal your outer beauty in order to find more sincere and suitable lovers who aren't just attracted to your looks. Then true romance will come your way.

In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner is not easily found by love at first sight. You need to spend time together and interact in a neutral setting before the possibility of love. The relationship might start from working together, and time spent together planning or meeting regularly. You tend to concentrate and focus on career and work, so you may marry later in life. If you are still seeking your love partner, among those around you, someone who has a deep understanding and strong ability might be the one. As long as you pursue the relationship with a sincere heart, happiness is right beside you.

>>> LOLOLOLOL . . .

◎Career Analysis: Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some leadership and management skills, teamwork.◎

Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some leadership and management skills, teamwork; your career may also involve non-profit government organizations. For example, manager, general manager, high level management, plant manager, government or legal official, auditor, investigator, soldier, police officer, non-profit organization volunteer, etc. These types of jobs might not have the same professional training required for the corporate world, but will offer personal growth and teamwork challenges. If you choose these types of jobs, then your work will go smoothly, but you may lack the professional training for an executive position in the future. You should further strengthen your professional training because you have good management skills, but might not understand technical staff well enough or have a strong foundation for important decision-making. Jobs in other fields that require creativity or working independently are not suitable for you.

>>> WTF?

◎Wealth Analysis: You know how to make and save money, so you are seldom short of cash.◎

According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make and save money, so you are seldom short of cash. You knew the importance of the money since you were very young, so you started working earlier than others. Therefore, you were making money with investments while others were spending money and enjoying their lives. In addition, you were born very clever, and will not spend money if unnecessary, but when it comes to business investment, you are not stingy because you always wanted to be your own boss. You will be investing most of your wealth to establish your business. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendants, instead you will donate money to a charity or hospital because you think your descendants gain wealth by working hard on their own.

>>> this is NOT TRUE!

BLARDY HELL.

2007-03-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

As above =D yup, im not in oh-so-nice-mood. Feeling so freaking fed up cause of some bitch but then again, why i should waste my breathe on her? BUT THEN AGAIN, i find it so hard to swallow this chunk. BLARDY HELL.

Learnt something again, action > words. I ain't gonna hold back cause it's a she, u noe, democracy =) that's if you wanna drag out this bulls out.

Why "talk" so much?

U can say that you dun haf to dirty ya hands and can hurt that person emotionally which is a way greater achievement compared to physical abuse. But think of it another way, you punch the shit out of that person, break his/her arms or legs, i believe that would leave some emotional scars too right? >=D

so overall, fist > than words -.-

why bother to talk so much? Call me a barbarian or uncivilised, i dun care~! So much for being civillised when u are actually hurting ppl using words? All in all, you're hurting ppl! call that civillised? I say thats bulls.

Cut the crap! Wan talk so much, tok to this! *throw fists*

GRRRR!

Feels so fed up! TSK TSK TSK...
I think killing that person is not too bad either right? =D

RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT

was thinking of making a R among the "sea of rants" but somehow, failed- -

ah well~

here's my cue!
AHHHHH~ -.- much better =O!

It's Sunday. 18 March'07

2007-03-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

Meh. It's Sunday already and it means about 2 more weeks till school holidays officially ends. TSK.

/* Watching some show on Channel 8 which introduces ppl's house, the designs and blah. Learnt something from that show.

RICH = OWNED.

Simple.

The owner's house is freaking nice. The table custom make one. the walls specially designed, a room for her comic collections, man... I can only wish that i'm as rich as her. lol.

**Teh above is random** HOHOHO~ */

Sch's reopening... ? WHERE'S MY TIME TABLE?! I don't even know which class i'm in or even which elective i have gotten into... zZz... the school is SO efficient... AHAHAHAH... -.-

Had a new game installed or rather a game that i bought but couldn't play it cause my laptop and my old computer simply can't support the intense 3D graphics~ BUT ah well, my new computer can =D! IT'S SO NICE T_T!!!

Like watching some movie when the trailer it played =3 The trailer is here!!!

Somehow I got some error and cannot post the video -.- GRRRR... ah well...

Later guys.

UPUPdate.

2007-03-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

Alright, im bored to teh core! Discovery Ragnarok is down for some maintence and Krazy Korean Ragnarok 's peeps ain't exactly nice.

Have been drawing, doing up some digital artworks BUT for 3D...
I have absolutely no movtivation for my 3D works D=! DIE~ DIE~ DIE!

Talking about ain't-so-nice peeps. lemme list down my list (-.-i'm bored, else I won't even bother...)

1) American bastards. Period.
**Note that Im not referring to the whole of America >_< (I dun wanna get bombed xD)

These idiots that are of full of themselves and themselves, they should screw themselves.
Majority of the Americans are really nice, however, these few black sheeps merely just tarnished the Americans' reputation.

2) Pple who are typing like Tix N0rxx```

Not that i'm against ppl being creative or what-so-ever but the hell!! i dunnoe watcha typing !!! O_O

Dun you all find it quite tough to type like the above ( dun make me type it again-.-)
I just find it uber irritating for the extreme, extremely, flamboyant decorated text msges. So, if i'm in a bad mood. HOHOHO. I will just auto-mute mode on.

**Lately, i just discovered that Ish can stands for It's and Is. Like "wow" man.

*amused-mode on*

3) ...

hmmm, lazy to continue. ahahah. but yup, these 2 types of peeps annoys me lately and thus, the rantings.

Ah well.... life goes on~

UPdate.

2007-02-12T11:36:00.000+08:00

Check my deviant art account

Think I shall move there.

see first bah. Later~

From nowhere.

2007-01-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

I have no trust.
No trust to any people on this FUCKING PLANET anymore.
I shall be a loner and I dun mind forsakening everything I have right now~
Just had it. it's enough.please.

wads the point of ranting here.
i asked myself.
the answer: i ned some place to let things out.

i am quite sure that ppl are going to post some concerning tags at my board after reading this.

Perhaps not, after reading my sentence above.

OR maybe ya... they will.... either they are stubborn or they had cracked their brain trying to think of an alternate sentence that bears the meaning "concern~"

bastardisation. ya. thats the way.

Check them out!

2007-01-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Deviant art is one of the best web ever~

Check them out man... they are awesome!

Drawings

Nice line works on the hair and such... something emma, jebi and esther can draw out within minutes i bet!

Like this somehow, however the head is kinda tilted? lol.. ah well but cool eh?

Coloured version~

The colouring is juz so neat! :D

Nice right?!

Nuff of anime? Check these abstracts~

neat hah?

Seriously deviantart.com has really cool stuffs... anyway, I'm thinking of creating a logo for myself, or rather some kinda of stamp for my works... spent a couple of minutes and came this out:

think its not done yet definitely... juz some kind of sketch... ah well, testing mah... lol.. Comment comments~~ xD

cool weather.

2007-01-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

heyo, man... i love the weather now... It's perfect~ not hot at all :P cold weather rocks~~~

Did this out of boredom and because i am so sian of projects~

Comments comments if you gt any at my tag! thanks!!

I just did some how much i am worth test, and surprisingly im worth this much : $2,422,862

For peeps who are bored and wanna give the test a try here's the linky: humanforsale.com

Drawing a comic is tough.... damn projects... haiz.... ah well better get going, projects awaits..

hohohoho~ im alive!

2007-01-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yup, after much consideration and thinking and pondering and crapping...........

im gonna keep this thing alive!!! :P

Reasons:
1. I need some place to let things go.
2. Gonna "show off" my works here in future if I can upload it and such.... yalayala... im a haolian...
3. Somethings just cant be spoken eh? it can be only be written out or typed out, being a computer nerd here, of course i would choose to type lah!
4. Since this blog is here, why not make full use of it?
5. I got something to keep me entertain~
6. Feel like to~ Juz do it!~ :D

Lets do some recapping for 2006, A LOT happened~ lol...

ok... 2006...
first of all, who is that bastard who said that tertiary education is/was a breeze?! like goddamn... I am so fucking tramautised just by the word "project". Chicken. Whoever said that poly life is easy, juz wheck them or kick them in da ass for thats bullshit....

Advice here: if you are ever gonna go into tertiary education, P.S.~ Choose your course carefully, look into what modules they offer, for those who dunnoe wad modules are, check it up yourself~ Ya future at stake here... and money too.

->alright, I got into SP , into a course call Digital Media, a cool course name isnit? Cool stuffs in there too but of course, I think only those who can't live without a computer agree with me... learnt graphics design, 3D modelling, animation, Digital audio-ing, Video production, web design and JAVA programming....and other weird modules ~

3D is fun but its quite fustrating and I gt a really sarcastic lecturer that turned almost the whole class off...... he's really good at being sarcastic and if there's ever an award for that, he will SURE win that award...

Graphics design rocks xD nuff said.

audio-ing, web design is alright... as for video, it's so goddamn fun and stressing! the production process is really full of ups and downs, never predict anything at all, for example, it will rain like now? *starts raining* or other stupidest examples you can name...

woot~ JAVA, its a killer. I can only understand the codes but I just cant simply type them out. how sad...lol...ah well.... gonna work on it!~

->my class: DDM/1A/B/22

woot~ my class... they are a bunch of happening peeps! xD
Ranging from really-can-draw-so-well Emmanuel to really-can-be-so-emo Jevi...lol...btw, Jevi draws well too, same goes to Esther...

everyone in the class are good at certain areas and some really weak in some areas but it's alright for in this world no one is perfect~ and i think that would be too geng a mattter to be just perfect :X

Had class chalet , fun , laughter and woes...lol... projects are the woes part, wad else?

->Somehow came across a MMORPG game called LC in short and I got kinda addicted to it, played it quite well as in quite high lvl in there and made some friends online like tong, silver, haku... yup... they are quite alright... lol....went out with haku and silver b4 and swensons and blah blah... lazy to detail... now alrdy semi-retired in that game....everything seems to end as everyone starts leaving the game...

-> Bunch of friends~ mahjong ~~~~~ XDDDDDD Sentosa awaits also~ woot, i miss those secondary school times... so relax...

-> Picked up smoking... but alrdy quitted it... shocking? lol... parents dunnoe at all and I think i smoked for 2 whole months alrdy then I quitted.
Reason why i smoke? Cause I feel so fucked up at times and baaaaaaaaaah~
Reason why i quit? Cause im lazy xDDDDD and save money mah and it's partly because of her.
P.S dun anyhow go ard announcing like some loud speaker hor.

->Gt a part-time job. well, I kinda worked for 3 months in a tuition center and this is one of the reasons i feel fucked up at times as there's not enuff time for sch works and such~ i feel so stressed ~_~ but in the end, i quitted. relief, i would say.

->WAKAKKAKAAK >=D im a lucky guy . I gt a her and a him! xD
alright, jevi is just play play nia... lol... faking it to disturb geraint at first and then it starts to develop into irritating everyone else in the class and then to irritate Xy xP
Alrightz, Jevi is juz a great bud to be with though he is really emo but well... who is not emo in tertiary insitution? lol... smart dude with an eccentric sense of humour..lol.. think lately he gt kinda freaked out for he keep giving me this face >> D: think i gt too gay but well, thats the fun part xD

She is pretty, yup. Smart, of course XD! scary!~ at times lah...lol.. but well she is xiangyi.. haha yup im dating her, alright...yup... but somehow i felt that i neglected her or something... come to think of it, we din really go out alot :/ normally we msn thru-out and such but well, we noe each other well, holidays are approaching x) u noe wad im thinking syg xD? ahahahahahhahaahhaahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaha
ehhhhh~ practically we see each other every day sia... come to think of it.......... lol....

-> projects lol... they are juz part and parcel of tertiary education and hell, we got really lots of them... i still left 6 more projects and im done!~ man.... wish all this shit will be over soon...lol..
come to think of it, the class will be splitting for second year elective... feeling sad is all we can do i guess, nothing much can be done... lol... woot, i am letting things go so easily for the first time, so unlike me... lol... but i guess im prepared. see you peeps ard next yr!

2007 started... im still at my projects~ lol... gt lotsa thoughts before i blog this entry, somehow, i lost them while typing... lol maybe some other day i guess...

梦醒来后我一切都没有.

2007-01-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

Man.... how I wish I can sleep through my life and not having to wake up and face all those projects... How sad. Damn...

It's raining instead of snowing...

2006-12-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

Heya guys, Merry christmas and happy new year~

Wish you guys all the best in life xp

----------------------------------------------------------------------

And here's something for you before you receive your real present! xp

I dunnoe -.-

2006-12-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

I like you.

But im unsure if you felt the same way towards me. Perhaps im the one being wishful all this while...

精灵

2006-11-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

月光下的你沉默而孤单
挺直的脊梁和瘦削的肩膀
眼里的迷惘影子的苍凉夜雾茫茫
可以对著你一整个晚上
什么都不说数著呼吸幻想
想著真实的你到底怎样怎么坚强
但爱轻悄悄的追来的不露痕迹化成一件外衣披上眼前的你
我思念到了底就一直逗留在你心里

因为我遇见你像一场虚拟的游戏
我认识你也只是网络上一段讯息
你若不在我的脑海就一片空白
因为我不停猜想你的心思你的脸
模拟著和你见面走在一起的画面
我会等待你能接受这么爱

Untitled

2006-11-20T11:34:00.000+08:00

Wearing my Headphone for some silence...

2006-11-12T18:11:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe.

I dunnoe why on earth we have to go to the bloody school and suffer.

I dunnoe how long I can take those shitty datelines.

I dunnoe ... I dunnoe... I dunnoe...

How i wish the school is burnt down or something. I need a break. A real one. Not some week when I have to do assignments like siao and sitting for a paper just on the first day of school when it reopens. This sucks.

Nothing seems to be going the way i expected it to be and it turned out bad. Perhaps bad is an understatement. Even nature went against me. Fancy raining on days when I would want to go out. Perfect timing eh?

Im turning lunatic.

YA..... INSANE~

I dunnoe... I dun even noe whether I'm alive or not. Perhaps Im just some living dead undergoing torment every single day. Though I had enough of it but hell no, it never stops.

I don't understand why some people can let things go so easily... Are they really so mentally prepared? I dun understand how the heck they carry on the next day without even feeling a little down at all. You could say that maybe they are just putting up a strong front... but seriously, I doubt so. U wanna ask why? Go on. I will answer you this : "I dunnoe."

By the way, never judge anything by its cover and that includes me... Be disappointed by all means... just don't overdo it and seriously, I don't think its even something major. Forget it..

I'm tired.

Pick up your bag, wear your shoes and get going...

2006-11-01T03:22:00.000+08:00

I guess life still continues on... boringly and... fucked up... nvm.

Toy Story.

2006-10-16T04:32:00.000+08:00

Woot~ my blog's alive!! so drop me a msg in my tag or smthg! XD anyway, here's my first Trexi toy design =X

Hectic

2006-10-04T12:10:00.000+08:00

"Im tired!~" Thats the daily lines that I would repeat without fail... This time round, Im dead tired!!! +_+ This semester is so packed!!! Lotsa new modules and the projects are drowning me alrdy, not to mention its only week 2... Damn..

grrrrr! dunnoe wad to blog...

Addiction.

2006-09-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woot~ Im addicted to this song curently~!!

Title: How To Save A Life
Artist: The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

Such a nice song. XD

Damn it!

2006-09-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

Third time typing this entry in order to make it less emo. I hate emo stuffs.

I'm prepared for the worst.

120906

2006-09-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

hahaa... I dun really know how to start this entry but here goes...

THANKS GUYS!

Thanks for your best wishes to your presents, your birthday song, your time and everything!

Well, last night was fun I would say. On 11th sept, Kinda got MIT meeting in the morning so its waking up early =_= Then went to Plaza Singapura with Xy and Jo for Jo needa get her Motorola's battery changed. Don't ask me why, ask her. Dropped by Yamaha with xy while waiting for Jo...haha... we kinda practiced on the piano that has no "Do not practice on this piano" Sign =X Spare the details in Plaza Sing for its kinda like a torture.... Don't really understand how come women loves shopping so much...zZz....

Went to Jo's hse after that and finally, Zh meet up with us at her hse... We played card games and zh is kinda suay last night... For Heart Attack, he gt whacked until broken wrist xD Haha... the ultimate is when Jo say she would shleid him but in the end, he still gt whacked! Lol... You shld see what happened man... I laugh until stomachache and Xy teared! Lol!!!

After that we went down and bought some food from the mini mart... They bought me an Ice-cream cake! Lol! here's the picture:

Lol... this is indeed something really special!

We also played Black Jack with some bettings xD but its food la... Loser eat the winner's share... We kinda bought some weird green colour pills as the bettings and in the end, we kinda helped out each other and finish everything...haha... Trust me... the pills sucks! It tasted like some chinese medicine, minty and bitter and sour... weird...

Haha... Xy look like some model for the pills!!

Wacky group photos!

Well, had a great night!!! Thanks to Melissa too! Hahah... for taking our group photos and making Black Jack a more interesting game xD

THE END

The Wanderer.

2006-09-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

I have been surfing the net for blogs to read for the last few days and I found out that even SQ got a blog! This SQ is not Shi Qian... Cant remember his chinese name cuz everyone simply call him SQ... Haiz... Damn bored... Been playing online games and Adobe Photoshop and Imageready.... This is Boring...

Found this on Samantha's blog, its our class chalets de photos collage, look kinda nice eh?

Big ups for you, Sam! Hahah... Oh! I think din really mentioned much about my class chalet... well.. let's us recap!

First day: Met up with Jevi, Geraint, Swenson, Sam, Elaine and Ren Jie to buy the BBQ foods at IMM... The GIANT supermarket is freaking big... Took us quite awhile to locate a bottle of honey =_= Then we travel all the way from Jurong East to Pasir Ris... Freaking long ride...Then about 5pm+, we reached the Chalet~ Settled down a little then went out to the supermarket in downtown to buy some stuffs that are not bought. After that, booked the bbq pit. At 6pm++, We had our BBQ!!! Almost everyone made it!!! Some of the 1B21 drop by too and well, we had a little trouble with the bbq for the food wont get cooked, no matter how we cooked it =X In the end,Wonder Woman a.k.a Housewife-In-Making Kimberly helped us cooked all the food instead =X Feel kinda paiseh eh... but well, we took over after awhile.... Only our PT managed to come down... haiz... too bad Miss Shang din make it but oh well...

Played ard with the charcoal and then played some game(dunnoe the english name) with Kok,Adeline and Elaine....Lol...

Then it's phototaking time! Surprise WaterBomb! Here's the photos, view them as though they are a series of events happening... you'll get the idea wad happened...

Innocent Class photo-taking session

Surprised! Dun ask me why I am in that pose, I too got no idea... maybe its cold water poured on my back that made me ...zzz...

Aftermath of water bombing with some of the 1b21s

1B22 leftovers xD

Pretty much concludes the first day... after that, me, kok and swenson escorted adeline to the gate for her father's car is waiting there... lol.. then we went ard scouting for some spots to have supper but well, all shops are closed excepted for MacDonald...haiz... spoils the plan of gambling with liquor...sian...

oh well, went back to the room and bathed and played cards, watched tv,talking kok...Its a sleepless night... In the end only left me, Jia Feng and Jevi still haven sleep... think I slept at 9am =X Cant tahan any longer... Lotsa funny thing happened... Lol...something like Kok sweared... in his sleep?!

Day 2: so fast eh... I woke up at 3pm...hahah...found out that there's no one ard other than kok, he also just woke up. After washing up, Swenson they all came back alrdy... Lol...kinda accurate eh... Jia Feng went back to school... dunnoe how he tahan sia =_= We went swimming from about 4pm to 6pm?After that, Geraint, kok, jev and swen went checked out the Xbox shop, arcade and played pool... I kinda give it a pass cause my ankle hurts from day 1...Dunnoe wad in the world had happened... maybe old injury...haiz..

At about 7pm+, Adeline and Vivian dropped by!! kinda surprised me... lol.. toking kok again... played game... asked Adeline and Vivian to get some food for us from another BBQ that they are attending xD...Random thoughts: Vivian bit me =_= Dunnoe why also, just suddenly remembered...Lol... then they played some stupid game where Jevi's center of gravity owned Vivian and Adeline like no one's business...Lol... Jia Feng came back... too bad, he's in the bath room and had missed the amazing Karma acts of Jevi and Kok... Lol... Had KFC for Dinner!! Woo~ Another sleepless night....

Day 3: Its short and neat... Woke up at 12pm+ and well, we packed up and booked out.. lol... din go for lunch or even breakfast for dunnoe why everyone's not hungry... Cleaned up the room a bit for Swensons gonna continue his chalet after we left... that pretty much concludes everything eh... Finally... haha...

Long entry... I got kinda hasty at the end of the entry because I have gotten impatient =X oh well..

Runtime Error.

2006-09-07T12:06:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong... Or maybe its just me being paranoid.

革命

2006-09-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

狼煙燒焦了天空　鮮血染痛了湖泊
看不見倒影的我　世界早失去對錯

跟著我　天堂地獄已開始墮落
就要起身為革命戰鬥
生命無奈殘忍的哀痛
為你我不迷惑　不能輸的英雄

天堂地獄已開始墮落
就要起身為革命戰鬥
緊握曾想逃避的刀鋒
夢想不在天堂　革命已在弦上　新的方向

肩起希望的沉重　守護堅強的溫柔
殘破疲捲的甲冑　心卻還為妳跳動

跟著我　天堂地獄已開始墮落
就要起身為革命戰鬥
在苦澀與痛善交錯的時候
信仰慢慢滋長　脆弱變成堅強

The Ring...

2006-09-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

As usual, im fuckng bored. Wads new, other than, yesterday, Crocodile Hunter died of Stingray's sting which is so accurate, exactly stang him in the heart and msn appearing a lot of turtle in front of their nick as a mark of respect for the Croc Hunter?Funny eh... Msn no Crocodile then put turtle... Anyway, I put up the turtle too at least for a day for I used to watch his show too? =/ Wadever....Not making sense here...

The post in chinese yesterday was posted out of boredom and also because last night, suddenly feel damn depressed..lol.. turning emo~!!! =X I am so damn free... gt SO much time to think of what to blog,etc... Cant stop thinking of future, of GEMS, of everything... haiz... jialat...jialat...

I guess responsibilities are part and parcel of growing up... There's no running away and so the only choice left is to face them... blah blah blah...

Today, I called up a tuition center and asked if they hiring part timers and the funny part is that the one who answer my call sounds like a computer... She simply picked up my call and after i asked if they are hiring part timers, she asked me a list of questions systematically...
I think the question that ask for my name is the ultimate...

She asked: Your name please? (in a computerised voice)

Me: Stanley Ng.

She: Spell please. (in a computerised voice)

Me: S-t-a-n-l-e-y . Surname name is N-g.

Argh~ so damn bored...

够了

2006-09-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

大人的世界...

我受够了...

明白了长大伪必是一件好事...

算了.

Burn in Hell

2006-09-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

I just can't stand those people who thinks that the whole world revolves around them and themself only!

They think that the whole world is according to what they are thinking.

They think that the whole world are obliged to do their every single bidding.

They think that the whole world belongs to them.

They think that they owned us or something.

Well, the truth is pretty hurting, for you all are just a bunch of immature crybabies.

Come on and grow up! If you think that trying to claim superiority over all of us is ownage, I tell you thats bullshit! I do mean that I will run a Bulldozer over you if you ever step on my toes! FUCK OFF!

Strange...

2006-09-03T00:57:00.000+08:00

I kinda woke up at 12pm+ yesterday and received a sms reply from Jo. Surprising, she replied! (I smsed her last last night btw.) I asked her if she wants to go for a morning jog since it's holiday and we got plenty of time but well, so much of a morning jog when I received the sms in the afternoon.

The sms goes like this:

Jo: Evening can? Gt Flu.... ....

Me:U gt flu? Then nvm. Sick alrdy shld not exercise.

Jo: Nvm la. I jog then will get better faster.

Me:Okkaaayyyyy...

Kinda weird eh. When you're sick, the more u exercise, the better you get? Strange...

New skin... New look... New wadeva...

2006-09-02T03:04:00.000+08:00

Changed a skin cause I got quite irritated over the fact that IE doesn't support my blog well. I tried looking for a new skin but I just couldn't find the right one. All either look Fucking ugly or Sibeh girlish. Think I shall stick to this skin which is viewable in IE and Mozilla FireFox.

Maybe I shall design my own blogskin.

Hmmmm...

Lets just see how things goes. xD

How fast thy sword... xD

2006-09-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

CRAP:

It seems that time is passing by like no one's business. Then again, it is really passing by like no one's business.

-End of CRAP-

It's 1st September already and with 3 more months to go, we will have to welcome 2007 whether we like it or not. First of all, I think my website is gone alrdy! The host took away the site for we only made payment for only 1 month and I guess its alrdy 1 month. Anyway, I think I did a bad job for my website so its isn't worth your time to go see! =X

Well, I might come out with another website but let me find a free hosting site first.

Had a class chalet from mon(28 Aug) till wed(30th August) then went to Jo's hse at nite to meet up with xy and zh they all. Dead tired~ Slept at 1am on Wed.

Woke up at 630am the next day!!!(5.5hrs of sleep ONLY?!~WTF) Cause its T'cher Day and we are going back to sec sch eh!! However, it rained so heavily in the morning so we were kinda late.

Not much changes I guess.

Haiz~ Long time no blogged and I gt no idea on what to blog about. Feeling LAZY.

Oh! Any lobang can just msn me! Found one liao but shall see if gt other nearer one de. Doing Freelance too but someone have to tell me the rate now =X

Projects are clawing for me =( gtg! Bye

Dead tired.

2006-07-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

Let's just say that I'm tired.

Working on my website now. It's a school project/assignment but maybe I will continue maintaining the website even after the grading is over. Just maybe.

After I hosted everything and got the site up, you guys must go visit and drop me a feedback!! Shall post the URL of the website later after i'm done.

Got tons to say but not in the mood to type them out.

so cyz.

2006-07-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

Today was a great day! Manages to complete my project for 3D BUT! Our class's GDIT lecturer,Ms Shang, said that she isn't gonna teach us for next semester due to the bloody school system. What the fuck! I think she is a great teacher! Why can't the bloody sch sys be overthrown and continue letting Ms Shang finish teaching us for the next Semester?

Screw the school's system!

Anyway, today was a great day! Perhaps the fact that I got one less project to trouble over cheers up me. Who knows. OH! and our 3DF lecturer got chicken pox! LOL! It was quite a big news among the classes. God knows why. Ask him, dun ask me.

Back to GDIT!

Our first assignment wasn't very well-done at all. No "A"s in the class and the lowest mark failure of the lvl is in our class... No doubt, there's disappointment but oh well, it's the teachers who have the final say and all of them say that our class got no "A" and our class gets the lowest mark failure.

Played DOTA with Yikun juz now and kinda lost to him. LOL! But who cares, I'm in a good mood and I shall let him win!!!

OH! somehow, this reminds me! I was crossing the road and then there was this bloody fucker who sounded his horn at me! Bloody hell! I wanted to point my middle finger at him but well, I didn't and I regret it hell lot! Was in a hurry so I juz continue crossing the god damn road which the CB driver's car was on. Got car big deal meh? I jolly well take a coin out and scratch ya car, see how you gonna cry out loud. KNN! Melissa was right, the aftermath of self control sucks.

Wad a day~

Time to slp.. next time i shall post some pics of my works =D

2006-07-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

-BLOGGED!-

lol... feeling lazy but I seriously got plenty to tell! Oh well, let us just summerise it...

-NDP preview was okay... Fireworks were great!!! BUT! why they made the supporting contingent to jog in =_=! I thought they are suppose to march in?

-Sch works... two words say it all... "STRESS" and "INFINITE"... countless amount of work and unavoidable stress... wad else... *yawn*

Aiyaa... Next time I shall upload some photos and make a better entry... ;p

BYE!

2006-07-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

Howdy! Here's the second one... doing it to kill time...oh well, its quite funny (and annoying).

20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.

1.Zhen Hong
2.Joanne
3.Jeanette
4.Hidhir
5.Xiangyi
6.Yikun
7.Shi Qian
8.Kelly
9.Weifu
10.Syed
11.Hakeem
12.Anusha
13.Gavin
14.Kok How
15.Geraint
16.Samantha
17.Jevi
18.Elaine
19.Adeline
20.Elizabeth

How did I meet #14[Kok How]?
Haha... We are in the same school, same course, same class!

What would you do if you never met #1 [Zhen Hong]?
Most likely, I think there will be lesser chances to go out.

What would you do if #20 [Elizabeth] and #9 [Weifu] dated?
They don't even know each other!!! LOL!!

Did you ever like #19 [Adeline]?
Of course! She's so pretty, so cute, not to mention so short xD! Like her as a fren!

Would #6 [YiKun] and #17 [Jevi] make a good couple?
HAHAHAAAAAAA!!! Don't think both of them are gays!BUT!!! both are Hard-Gay Fans!! Wahaha

Describe #3 [Jeanette].
Funny. Scary. Pretty cool sometimes. Pretty. Long hair. Yup...

Do you think #8 [Kelly] is attractive?
Haha... She is also pretty. Not bad! Haha

Tell me something about #7 [ShiQian]
LOL. Er... small eyes (no offense ;p)

Do you know any of #12's [Anusha] family?
Nope. But i know her mum and dad is pretty strict with her.

What are #8's [Kelly] favourites?
Errr...She likes WangFu...and many more xD

What would you do if #18[Elaine] confesses that she likes you?
Wad in the world... Haha... She already got a Boyfriend ya! It's a No-go!

What language does #15 [Geraint] speak?
This is easy... English!!!!

Who is #9 [Weifu] going out with?
Dunnoe.

How old is #16[Samantha] now?
17 or 18?

Who is #2's [Joanne] favourite band/singer?
She's a freak. Only likes classical music. OH! She likes Meggie-hair Josh Gorban.

Would you ever date #4 [Hidhir]?
No way...

Would you date #7 [Shi Qian]?
LOL. Nah... dun think so... She's is pretty and all that but not my type ;p

Is #15 [Geraint] single?
Yup.

What's #10's [Syed] last name?
*Whisper whisper* OH! u din catch it ar? Too bad...

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11 [Hakeem]?
No!

What school does #3 [Jeanette] go to?
RS

Where does #6 [Yikun] stay?
Woodlands?

What's your favourite thing about #5 [Xiangyi]?
Er... her walking speed. xD

Have you seen #1 [Zhen Hong] naked?
NO! NO! NO!!~ This quiz is sick!

2006-06-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Oh well! I am terribly sick~ High fever and sore throat... blah blah blah... Gonna post up the thing that kelly tagged mi into, maybe tml i shall do another one.

5 snacks i enjoy:
- LAKSA!! (I eat Laksa as snack! Got problem?!)
- Plain Potato chips?
- Sour Cream Flavored Potato chips?
- Hot and Spicy Callibee Potato chips!
- Err....Laksa?

5 songs i know all e words to:
- Haha... I dunnoe songs lyrics one...

5 things i would do with 100 million dollars:
-Buy myself/parents/sister a bigger house
-Hire a maid?
-Adopt a dog =) (Or maybe a couple xD see if i can handle one not first...)
-Spend some of the money?
-Save some of the money too...

5 places i would run away to:
- home
- Restaurant?
- Toilet
- Somewhere got air-con...
- Friend's house?

5 things i would never wear:
- A bra...
- Clownish outfit
- Weird accessories
- Bikinis...
- Clown outfit. =D (Diff. from clownish.)

5 bad habits:
- cracking knuckles
- not making my bed when I wake up
- too perfectionist?
- too lazy
- stone too much...

5 biggest joys:
- to be able to eat LAKSA!
- to be able to sleep
- to have fun!
- to have air-con!
- to have great friends!

5 favorite toys:
- Gameboy? Lol long time never play already...
- Laptop!
- All presents received ba!
- That's all!

5 fictional characters i would date:
- Rose! (U jump , I jump~ lol. Dumb!)
- Mystique? From X-men ... haha... she is one woman that is more than enough for any man...
- Sakura from "Naruto" (Watched too much anime xD! But she got pink hair! That's cool for a girlfren!)
- Orihime from "Bleach" (Big bust and oh well, a good wife in making!)
- Phoebe from "Charm"? (She's hot, hot, hot!~ Juz watched the new series of Charm xD!)

Anyone can do this thing if you want to!

2006-06-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Guess the holidays had created some impact on me or something. Well, lets just say I can't sleep at night even when I know I am feeling tired... I shouldn't have stayed awake till next morning about 6am then I sleep! It's becoming a habit already!-_-"

To make it worse, it's my math test tomorrow! It's not E maths (Elementary maths!), its A. Maths (Additional Maths!!!!). I am gonna be so stressed up tomorrow! LOL~ oh well... not giving a shit about it anymore(currently as in time:10.22pm).

To make it even worse, assignments' duedates are approaching already and I haven really started on them yet. Still needa see lecturer about the website design,etc. so troublesome... Having some cashflow prob. too~ Yawn~

Oh well, on the brighter note, tomorrow's sch starts at 12 for me and ends at 1pm~ =) And on wednesday,even better, there's no sch!! =)

On the darker note, I neda rush my assignments on those days. Sian manz...

Should I go for the job? The one at the sushi shop in CWP? The one that you need to work at least 4days per week and 4hrs per day =\ It's probing me a lot! Cant it be 2 days? Then I can work on saturday and perhaps wednesday. Only then I can manage my sch work and a part-time job.

Haiz~ perhaps i shall keep looking for other jobs...

oh well, I better get going~ Tml's the "big day". Yawn~

2006-06-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

That day when Jo, Hidhir and Xy come to my hse, it was a busy day for me at least to clean up the mess!

Our dear Jo happened to forget to cover her water bottle. Thats not it, she can still put it back into her bag which was placed on my bed.
Ya... The whole bottle of water leaked (or perhaps soaked is a nicer word, but oh well.) and her bag, books, stuffs were all wet. Not to mentioned my bed too!

P.S>Lol. Im not angry ar! Juz to make myself clear. LoL! It's funny that one can be so sotong until that she forgets to cover her water bottle~ heeeheee **No offense ;p**

So the whole day I was kinda busy helping her drying her books, my bed, her bag, my bed and my bed.
Jo was rather upset that her book was wet but the books will be readable after it drys. Cheer up! =)

BUT HEY~

Here's the most funny part~ (at least to me!)
Kinda need to empty Jo's bag to make sure it dry and I found this:

A FLAT MENTOS!

WOW!
I have discovered some new kind of mentos!

Here's another view of it:

Haha~ It's not some mentos wrapper! There's really a squashed mentos in it and Hidhir commented that maybe if you put it in a freezer and freeze it, you can eat it again! LOL!

Strange things sure are happening in your bag these days... Maybe I can find some Mushroom growing in my bag someday! xD

2006-06-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hahahah... Did this when I was bored, nothing to do(-_-!)

2006-06-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 days and 2 weeks since holidays started or perhaps 2days and a week as we got some damn E-learning week. Seriously, I think I'm going crazy because im deprived of going out!!

I need to go out!!!!

I've been stuck at home for 6 days and its long enough ~~for a bloody couple to fuck and get a baby!!~~ to make me go crazy. I even started playing my PS2 which was left untouched since "O" level started and I even started playing FFX-2.

Its not a bad game actually but er, it's definitely not a reason to keep me occupied for the whole day.

Hmmm... sometimes when you have decided to go out on your own, the weather just go against you. It rained in the morning when I actually woke up early for morning jog. Not to mention that today is the only morning that i manages to wake up early. How nice... -_-

To make it worse, I have all those incompleted assignments staring at me when I'm at home. I even do the chores (when I'm away from the PS2 and computer) to make me feel less guilty! Holy me! =)

I've been staying at home...and i've been thinking... perhaps I will get a job. I needa earn some savings alrdy...earn extra money so that I can buy stuffs that I really wanted... like comic books, games, etc without asking parents for money. Feel less guilty also xD!

Oh well, days are sure passing fast. Holidays are over soon and I felt that my holidays are not spent to the fullest or maybe its just me. The one that is deprived of going out.

*Yawn*

2006-06-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Howdy! Hmm... Guess I need to manage my time properly as there is really a lot to do!

1) OC presentation 1

Its a group presentation; needa get the speech writing done and the slides "properly" done up!

2) OC presentation 2

Its a individual presentation this time... *damn!* Oh well, neda set on a topic and research and consult teacher and write speech and consult teacher and at last!! the slides~

3) GDIT assignment 2

Its some kind of competition i think. Hope I can at least win something! The prizes include cash! =D But first, i think better check things out for this assignment.

4) WEBP assignment 2

WOW! This is the one that is bothering me! Needa set up a website or something and its due-date is near from now. Damn. OH! I haven mention about the amount of research I needa do!

5) 3DF assignment 1

Another one that is getting on my nerves. I hate it when my comp hangs and I did not save it yet. REDO~ Thats the only solution to the problem. "Great~"

6) Maths

I seriously don't like the idea of E-learning! Especially when you have to read the slides from the comp screen! It sucks! Oh! there's a test coming right after the June Holidays! Needa practise...

7) Jap language

Oh well, basically, there's nothing much for jap lang. It's the E-learning thing that just sucks.

8) IDEAS presentation

Think this presentation can just die. Have been shelving it since er... ... don't remember!

Thinks that all, hopefully.
When holidays are just for resting and not stress/work, its the best time ever!

Feel like going out! I think when school reopen, I am gonna be dead! Let me enjoy some time out at least before I am buried alive under the assignments!

Adios! Think i better start getting my ass off and work on my 3DF... YAWN!

2006-06-17T03:08:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, starting a new blog hoping that it would at least make me feel guilty of so little posts and make me update more! Recently, I have been really busy with my sch works and nevertheless, there is a little bit of laziness involved which make me think twice whether i should update my blog not.

Of course, the answer to whether i should update my blog when i'm feeling lazy is NO!

Alright, enough of these kind of stuffs. Bet you all bunch of busybodies would like to know more about what happened recently.

Recently...

1) The World Cup started!!Olay olay~ olay olay olay~~
2) Peter came back from Australia!
3) I am suddenly into photography!
4) I'm bored and tired as usual...
5) Same old lines apply: "I'm bored! Entertain me!"
6) Lots of great movies are premiering!
7) AOS stands for Any other stuffs***CAN'T REALLY REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING!***

Alright folks, think I will be getting a new chat box /tagboard/shoutbox/ wadeva crap name it is soon for you guys! Try not to spam! Thanx!

*Think I also need to get rid of some slang I picked up from Mr. Erwin=X